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Saturday, February 26, 2005
SIGH

Oh no I am on a losing streak, I can't believe it I am losing MJ looks like I have lost my touch. Looks like it time for me to retire and let the back waves take over hope they don die on the beach haha. What is happening to me am I on a down luck. Or am I on a love streak that why I am losing. Whatever it is hopefully it the second choice I rather lose money and get the love of my life lol. Well today started without anything interesting guess it shall end with my losing money fate.

Quote of the day: In MJ, luck determines how much you win, skill shall determines how well you control your loses.

Jimmy stop typing at 10:17 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005
Book Out Day

Well finaly book out in the morning went home and found out that my parents went to malaysia already. Left home all alone but went out with friends to sim lim to buy DVD R dics and also bought Liang Jing Ru Yan Wei Die DVD album plus Ping Guan fairy tale. Just another boring day after all this hassle went down to bukit panjang arh book out but don feel any mood to do anything. Sigh don know what is happening to me hopefully I will feel more cheerful tomorrow. Tomorrow is Valentine's day already man so fast and 4 more days I will be one year solider already. Hopefully time can pass even faster looking forward to next year june ORD day. Happy Valentine's day to all couples tomorrow may all their relationships last long long.

Quote Of The Day: Happiness is someone who has self confidence and face full of smiles can attain.

Jimmy stop typing at 8:57 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005
Bad Bad Bad !!!!!!!

Arh I was told yesterday from my Offical in Command that I will be deployed beside him become OC runner. OMG Of all times to tell me why must it be yesterday when today I can be booked out already he just come and told me that I will be now his runner following him around wherever he goes when there are exercises. Sigh really really sad man and to think I went to all the efforts of going through all the trouble of trying to make my self post out from there in the end I still have to remain inside the same unit. Is it me or what why must the unit so determined to keep me? I just don understand is it so hard just to let me go ? OC you like me so much is it to the extend that you want me to be your runner? Now I got burn more and more weekends , holidays and I don even know now what the plan like for me. All I know is that I shall be deployed and no other infomation and I though today I can go out enjoy already only to find out that I am stuck at JGL. Why is it alway me who alway got this unlucky shit some one please alighten me I really need help need all the help and luck to get me out of this shit. Sigh I guess I will never get an answer to my question how I wish I can just dig a hole and hid myself forever. Maybe life is like this you can't alway get what you want that what I learnt from NS. Guess I just have to accpet the fate ? I really don know but one thing is for sure I have to walk on to find out whether this path is a good one or bad one. Giving up is no longer a choice I will try my best to survive then.

Quote of the day: Not Anyone who lay shit on you is your enemy , Not anyone who get you out of shit is your friend and if you are in deep shit please keep your mouth shut if not you will only draw unnecessary attention.

Jimmy stop typing at 7:19 AM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Chinese New Year

Well today is CNY already it the year of the chicken. Time flies really fast it like we just welcome monkey yesterday and now today we are welcoming chicken. Every year don seem to be any change to me I feel the same and worse of all this CNY I don feel any CNY Feelings at all. Maybe becos I am booking in tonight due to company deploymenthai so sianz burn one of my holiday. What is there to do but look on the bright side. Today was a damn tiring day went to granny's house and wait for people to come but not much people come. My new year wishes of this chicken hopefully I can have a better luck than last year, can find a girl of my dreams, my workplace hopefully will be a good one and won't get to meet all those irrating people and lastly wish my family all be healthy and earn big money.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FELLOW CHINESE FRIENDS MAY ALL WIN BIG IN WHATEVER THEY GAMBLE!!!!!!!

Quote Of The Day: The one who get to the top is the one who believe in himself and do what he feels he can but the one who get to stay at the top are the ones who put in the extra effort and hardwork.

Jimmy stop typing at 9:09 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005
Chinese New Year is around the corner

Oh man it that time of the year again just wondering how time flies so fast. It like the monkey year just come yesterday and now we are welcoming the chicken year. Well Monkey year don seems to be a good year for me and hopefully chicken year will change the luck for me. Sigh chinese new year can only spend one day the second day have to go back camp already due to deployment. Although they will return the burn day but the feeling will be different already. Anyway There is nothing I can do just live with it. I read this book who moved my cheese well it a very good book I recommend to all to read. It about change it change my point of view hopefully it will change others too. Tomorrow is new year's eve already and I still have not buy my new year clothes yet haha looks like have to wear old clothes already but no choice I lazy to go buy haha. I shall end here and start my quote of the day.

Quote Of The Day: To gain something you must first give equal value substances. This is the rule of equivalent trade.

Jimmy stop typing at 10:25 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005
Maju Camp Kittens

Hey people would you take a look at the kittens. They are from my camp born from a mother cat. The mother cat give birth to the kittens and put them at a hall. While one day the PTI physical Training Instructor was conducting Remedial lesson the mother cat brough the kittens out. Then they went and inspect and found out that there are four kittens. So they bring them all down to their stores. So how you all find the kittens very cute right haha. I think a few more weeks they would have fully grown and now they are super active already. I surely will miss all those days when they are still young. Anyway been so busy lately and lazy to update haha finally can find time to sit down and type this entry. Whatever now my life is not any good than before cannot sleep well been worrying about alot of things. Everybody think it very simple but it is not sigh anyway I shall end here don wish to say anymore.

Quote of the day: Love is a sweet thing to fall in but it is cruel if the person who fall in love with does not catch the fall.

Jimmy stop typing at 11:55 PM