Arh I was told yesterday from my Offical in Command that I will be deployed beside him become OC runner. OMG Of all times to tell me why must it be yesterday when today I can be booked out already he just come and told me that I will be now his runner following him around wherever he goes when there are exercises. Sigh really really sad man and to think I went to all the efforts of going through all the trouble of trying to make my self post out from there in the end I still have to remain inside the same unit. Is it me or what why must the unit so determined to keep me? I just don understand is it so hard just to let me go ? OC you like me so much is it to the extend that you want me to be your runner? Now I got burn more and more weekends , holidays and I don even know now what the plan like for me. All I know is that I shall be deployed and no other infomation and I though today I can go out enjoy already only to find out that I am stuck at JGL. Why is it alway me who alway got this unlucky shit some one please alighten me I really need help need all the help and luck to get me out of this shit. Sigh I guess I will never get an answer to my question how I wish I can just dig a hole and hid myself forever. Maybe life is like this you can't alway get what you want that what I learnt from NS. Guess I just have to accpet the fate ? I really don know but one thing is for sure I have to walk on to find out whether this path is a good one or bad one. Giving up is no longer a choice I will try my best to survive then.
Quote of the day: Not Anyone who lay shit on you is your enemy , Not anyone who get you out of shit is your friend and if you are in deep shit please keep your mouth shut if not you will only draw unnecessary attention.
Jimmy stop typing at 7:19 AM
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