Well yesterday was the change of OC ceremony. The new and old OC has a speech to give. Well I personally of cos am quite happy for the change but at the same time worrying about what will happen to me. Although This new OC seems friendly and alway laughting but afterall meet him quite short still don know what kind of guy he is. At lease he maybe not that demanding hopefully he turn to be a good OC. As for CPT Tan my last OC, although he demands alot but he afterall is doing his job, wanting to score points for himself. I believe who won't understand to rise you have to do all this things to prove you are worthy. However why use me to add to your points hai it sad to know that all along the posting you have a firm say not to let me go. If not I would have been somewhereelse I guess. Anyway seen the speech you gave at the auditorium. There are two quotes I espically like, one was "The day you stop learning is the day you stop leading." The other one is "believe in your work and the belief will turn into a fact." Well for a commander ya you stop learning then there is nothing for you to teach and of cos how to lead. For anyone, if you believe you carry on working with pride, in turn you will be recognised. However I don see any of the above points applying to me. I am just a normal guy who wants to get out that all. All I get is still stuck inside there, stuck in the middle of no where. Feel so lost, though I have already found my path but then it turn out to be a bad or even worse than before. I still feel staying does not make any good. Do I get to learn anything from all these ? Yes I do get to learn how to cope with all this critisim but is there a need to deal with all these? In real working life maybe I will also meet such problems ya but I do have a choice to change job. ya you may say how many jobs you want to change becos of enviroment keep on changing job is a stupid way to solve my problems. But also if you carry on in an enviroment where everybody is alway against you how to survive ? You will still be quitting either being sacked or you quit yourself which I think quitting myself is better at lease I choose to leave rather than being chased away. Anyway I guess there is no stop to this and I guess this will only end to next year march when the man all ORD. Still a long way to go though hopefully it will be better next week.
J shall be happy
Quote of the day: Getting a recognition is not easy, it depends on first impression, things you do and time to earn it.
Jimmy stop typing at 9:45 AM
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