Sigh well I was told last week that I got banned nights off due to the fact that I wear my vest slack walking around. It like it after office hours and I though maybe I can go specs mess buy some food. And while doing so my Officer in Command who left earlier some time happen to come back for something. I was stun of cos that he will come back so suddenly and I got scolding from him that why I left the office unattanded. It like maybe it my fault but it not that up that extend that he need to raise his voice so loudly at me for what ? I mean ya I am in the wrong I admit it at lease and after that I think he go verify with CSM and CSM in the end ban my nights off. It like I don't mind going for nights off or not what bothers me was that I make just a small mistake and thinking back how much I put in for the company, this is all I get. I got so angry thinking it was OC who banned me. Hai in the end last friday my company specialist so call a 3 sergeant he happen to chat with oc. Then OC was asking him got monitor my off he say how to monitor when I got ban nights off from CSM. He got suprise and verify with CSM and it like it not him who banned my nights off it was CSM. I all along though was OC so after knowing the truth I was so sad that I make a mistake luckily I never do anything stupid for revenge haha. Anyway the ban got lifted off and I still feel very gulity for what I think of him. Although he is sure a strict guy but he still got his good side I guess. Anyway he leaving soon and I am sure the next unit he went to, whoever is under him surely will suffer in one way or another. That it I just wish to say ya I won't just jump to conclusions so fast next time.
J Shall be happy
Quote of the day: Whenever something bad happens to go your way, don't just point your finger and accuse someonelse. check out everything before coming to a conclusion remember one finger points at other people there are 3 fingers pointing back at yourself.
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