Well it hass been ages since I blog maybe becos I don know what to write ba. Today finally get to book out early as there is no indention of dinner, rush home like mad took a taxi scare I will be late and was so happy though finally can meet up with a friend so long never get to see her. Was planning on how to buy her a present as her birthday is coming next week. Well when I started my car engine and getting ready to go move only at that split second her sms reach my phone saying she is sick and she can't meet me. It not that I don trust her just that why am I alway so unlucky. Whoever I call to meet up will end up telling me ya I am sick or I got chicken pox. So i have to believe them cos they are my friends ? Becos I trust them? Now tell me who should I believe myself feelings more or them? Maybe they are really sick you all can tell me it does not matter. What matters now is that I think I know my own self limits more and more clearer now. I guess this is just my fate. Supposely should be a happy day one end up sigh nvm I guess I am just that one tragic guy. I mean I don blame anyone for my life if it is meant to be I guess by carry on walking this path maybe something really good will happen at the other end. I really hope so.
J will live through.
Quote of the day: To believe is the strenght to overcome obstacles, without this belief life will be utter meaningless.
Jimmy stop typing at 6:28 PM
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