Well it been a long time to write here, basically maybe I am tire or just nothing much is happening to me. My life is just pretty dull without any colours , who will help me paint the colours ? How I wish someone can just step in fill my world with the wonderful colours I been looking out for. Well maybe it just dream that I can see while sleeping. Anyway back to reality nothing much is changing, in camp everything is still the same , still as stress up. Try to help the men I got them and myself into trouble. Don help them , they will gang up against me it really is a tough choice. If I for myself I will be discrimented very badly however if not I will get all those extras. Oh man who can save me out from that hellish place? I pray and pray it don seems to come to my aid. Well maybe this is a test, but could I survive through is the problem. Anyway today have stomach flu don even know how I get it in the first place and get two days mc to rest at home. A long time ago I believe I can do much more that I could do however now I no longer am the old self I am from before. People do change I wonder am I changing to a better side or worse side.
J will live through.
Quote of the day: Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin from where he was.
Jimmy stop typing at 12:23 AM
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