Well manage to get back in contact with a primary school friend. Eh quite a sweet girl, long time never see her le still as young as ever haha. I mean fair ba. Anyway heard from her that her six year relationship just ended. Well to break off from a six year relationship must be very painful. Anyway now she has found a new bf le so happy for. Initially when heard she got a new bf do feel a bit sad, can't even sleep on that day man. But come to think about it I think I am too confused my feelings over her or overall of my love life. I guess fate is cruel to me only so after I sort myself through I manage to find out that ya I am sad not because I have feelings for her but worry that I won't find a gf. I also truely concern for her as she get involved so easily in another relationship scare that she will get cheated or get hurt again. Hopefully that bf of his really knows how to treasure her. Really really don wish to see her cry again. Well bascially nothing much but that today my DYOC come up with unreasonable request. He wanted 600 pieces of data keyed into a system and it be done by this friday. Obviously it is not possible any human in the world with a brain can think will tell you that. Hai I don know why he give that command out and wants it done by this friday. I guess this friday is my doomsday. Most probably if you all read the news and it says of one guy commit suicide then that guy most probably will be me. Although I also hope it won't happen to that extent and most probably I won't let it happen but anything can happen. I just hope there really is miracle to help me in my work and my love life. Sometimes I wonder and I really scare of seeking another relationship because I will worry would she mind my height, and so on and so forth. I guess I really can't take another blow when the rejection is any one of those. I guess even nice guys who just can't make it really won't make it I am just one perfect example.
Quote of the day: Stress is a form of pushing oneself to attain higher standards. The rightful amount of stress will produce great results, hence the opposite of it of cos will be disastrous.
Jimmy stop typing at 11:05 PM
Well today just manage to finish watching the whole series of xian jian qi xia chuang. Actually my friend did bother to burn for me but I just don have the time to watch it. Until when I was on duty on sat then one of guys in camp brough the whole set to watch it. And I watch a few and after that one day sunday book out go back home I started to watch the rest and manage to finish it by today morning. This show comes from the popular game and although I already what is the ending like but still can't help feeling sad when I seen the ending cuz I though they would have tried to change the ending to something good. Well I was wrong, both the female lead actress died in the end leaving the main guy lead behind not only that his friends who was helping him also died. The ending was so touching that I can't even control my tears sigh. Although some parts are so draggy but overall if you have played the game I think you will also enjoy this show.
Quote of the day: Love can be a very great thing and motivation to keep one alive going on, but it can also be a very sad thing if only one of the lovers is alive.
Jimmy stop typing at 4:59 PM
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