Hai, it seems like my birthday which is just three days away but no one seems to remember. What is worse no one seems to be free whenever I try to ask them come out on my birthday. Well it like let say they don know it my birthday, and reject my request of going out on that day because they though it just another normal day to them. Oh man so is it that I must say let it my birthday could you all mind coming out with me on that day ? Must I ask it in such a way then they will go out with me? Why can't it be like trying to ask them come out on a normal day ? I mean well no one remembers it my birthday nvm but at lease company me go out for one day also cannot ? Is it too hard to request for an outing. Sigh I guess my birthday will be another lonely one, spending it with my parents and some close friends of mine only. Sometime I wonder what is my purpose of my existence ? Do I even exist in other people's life at all ? I don blame them, I don blame anyone maybe I just have myself to be blamed for all this fate. Well you can say they don know your birthday mah ya it like must be it my birthday then yeah let go out on that day ? Must it be a special occassion then they will be free ? I don want it this way, and I also don wish to go around saying hey it my birthday let go out. Nvm whoever is reading this shall never and ever understand the feelings I am going through while typing this blog entry.
Quote of the day: For someone who is alway smiling in the face doesn't actually means he is very happy at all.
Jimmy stop typing at 8:44 PM
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