Well finally reached 20th of the month, and yet I still don dare to do anything. I could have tried calling last night but I never yes I admit i am a coward. What to do it not that simple as you all think it is. Like just a give call can be how hard, never try how I know. I don need to try I already know the outcome. Am I deciving myself ? Am I really going to make it ? Or am I really degrading myself ? I just feel lost vex don know what to do. I really really would like to give a call and just get it over and done with but I just can't dail that 8 numbers. Oh man I guess it fated I should have given up earlier. Yesterday was listening to 933, one phase really get into me, why not try letting go, you will feel happier that way. I guess that really suits me.
And1 madness is really driving me crazy, I even bothered to e-mail the customerservice yet I never receive any reply. So I take it that madness extinct together with the dinsouars some time ago although the time difference are so big but they suffer the same fate. Well maybe there is still a miracle I just hoping for that. Maybe I can find it somewhere in singapore. Oh man please let me find it .
Jimmy stop typing at 10:28 AM
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