Thursday, June 29, 2006
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Taken the quiz at a friend's site. Well finally ORD on the 18th collect IC on the 19th well too lazy to update so never write anything here. Well nothing much to update will be looking out for part time job. Two days ago I flash my DS finally can dl the roms from internet and play hehe.Together with jeff we dl and let play together yeah. For the past few days someone there is someone I really wanted to chat with never come online. I wonder is it because the work load is so much plus WC so that why never come online. Anyway hopefully get to see that friend online soon. Today also went to katib mac find jill pass her the present. After that nothing much she carries on studying and go back home with a million thanks haha Lastly come back from japan been having strange stomachache and bleeding. Only today the bleeding stop I guess it too hot plus constipated I though for a while I going to die of colon cancer haha anyway I am still alive kicking so don worry I am alright.

Jimmy stop typing at 12:49 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006
Back from japan

Well just come back from japan trip today. Hmm most of the time is walking around seeing sceneries and taking pictures of it. Bascially not much of a shopping only manage to shop for some toys and cds. I bought presents for gui and fai,for gui bought him a hard gay figure toy set. It quite funny cuz the guy will be in a container and you will have to poke him with knifes. Bascailly there is one vital hole when you put in he will jump out means you get his vital point. Haha guess he will like it cuz he alway see hard gay haha. As for fai I bought him a figure which represent money. Guess he needs it more than we all do cuz he is like intending to support a family already lol.I also bought a perfume which is number 1 ranking at the place one haha I buy for huiting. For Szesze I bought her a music box set, it shaped in a crystal like thing with a rose inside. It will spin around slowly and there are lights shinning inside it quite pretty I guess she will like it. However it battery operated so will be a bit costly if she ons it too much. For Jill I bought her a figure which represent love. The rest of the guys right seng, jeff don worry I also buy you all something. I most probably will bring tomorrow if we are playing mj. Oh ya bascially the places I went are not much people so meaning I don get to see alot of girls that a sad thing however when I do see, it like out of 10 among them 3 to 5 are quite good looking. Anyway that all hokkaido can go if you are out for seeing flowers sceneries. However if you are out to shopping type I would sugguest going tokyo that would be better. I also taken pictures so will be posting in friendster once I get my hands on the pictures from my sister.

Lastly the day I come back is the day szesze go bangkok. Well looks like have to pass her when she come back. As for the other girls will try to find time to meet up then pass them. Friends don worry I never forget you all tomorrow if meet I shall pass to you all. It quite a wonderful trip actually minus away all those long tiring journeys to a place. That it forks will update again next time.

Jimmy stop typing at 10:15 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006
Japan trip

Yeah today going japan with my family and my sister's husband family. Well and some relatives also going. Well going to the trip is good but have to miss World Cup sounds like guys will be more sad then however I don watch soccer that eagerly so it does not effect me that much. Well a few days ago fai and I went to the bukit timah market there and eat dinner. Searching for place to sit happen to see a friend terrence a camp mate. Well he was with a girl so I presume it his gf mah then he introduce her to me is his wife. Then I though he must be joking since he is the joker type mah so I never take it serisouly until when I chat with him online then I know it the truth. Well was quite a suprise haha he alway seem to be joking type of person suddenly tell me he married liao abit unbelievebale untill went to friendster see his engaging tape. Haha that really a good one terrence well sincerly wish you all the best. Anyway today going to hokkiago well not going tokyo abit disappointed but nevermind I guess the place hokkiago also has it good points I shall go there explore of cos not explore those you all know lah espically gui. I will be away from today to next friday so it 10 to 16. Need to find me or anything please e-mail to my mail box iori56@hotmail.com. Well all those asking for presents one most probably will miss it cuz I can't check my e-mail lol. Anyway lastly jeff finally got his M3 adapter yesterday and went to kaiyan house test. I bet he must be very happy to spend 228 to have unlimted games played. I thinking of buying it also maybe I go japan see how if it exp then I come back then decide again.

Fairy whoever you are thanks for the console I would appreicate it if you could tell me who you are. The ones who play mj with me are countable however he claims is not him so either he is lying or you are lying.

Jill Well it like we are chatting on phone that day so I don wish to make you feel miserable cuz it not your fault. So I choose to keep inside me hope you can understand that. Well don worry I am fine already.

Jimmy stop typing at 6:26 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Another sad conversation

Well this happen to one of my friends. He told me that he got someone in mind and he don know whether he should carry on liking her. So I ask him why he hestiate he told me she just broke off with her bf and the bf is like cheating on her. What cheating on her is like making me boil I don understand why is there guys out there who don really cherish their own gfs. It like not everybody has fate like that. Fate don come easily but it goes like fragile glasses. Hai anyway so I told him yeah that good at lease you should be able to stand a chance. He told me no he is scare and somemore she don even know him well yet and also he is not bold enough to express out his feelings. So then I encourage him telling him hey don give up hope man just take step by step you can do it . Then he told me he tried hinting to her like asking questions. Indirectly it refers back to him of course he ask it in such a way that she never suspects anything. Then the answer he sort of gets is not very postive neither is it negative it like stuck in between so he don know whether he should carry on or not. Then he say he feel inferior because of all the past exp he got. Well then he sort of like me have a bad past so I told him hey man what past is past don let the past affect your future decisions. If the past is going to hinder and affect your future then it a wrong cuz past is mistakes meant to be learnt and do better in future. So whatever he goes through he should not take it and presume it will happen again in future. Whatever happens now then will affect the future so meaning present now is what of past happens. Then it up to one to choose again in now to make the future better.

Oh well I can't help him much because it up to him whether or not to listen to me,I however wish he can make it. His wish is to bring the gal to MT Faber to view the sights together with her. I sincerly wish him all the best hopefully he can made it.

Jimmy stop typing at 12:44 AM

Sunday, June 04, 2006
An emotional conversation

Well for the past two days my internet connection is down, as I am typing this post does not mean my connction is back yet. I just happen to be using it at fai home oh well the guy from singtel will only come on tuesday it like telling me there are errors almost everywhere you need to book a timeslot for the guy to come down. Hello how am I going to know when the error going to start hai nvm. Anyway last night was chatting with a friend, I was mentioning something about her blog pictures that there is a quite a pretty girl xiaoqi inside. And she told me too bad she is attached already, her bf is 1.75m tall and she herself is 1.66 like that. It like she is still complaining for the height that he is not tall enough cuz when they hug she rest on his shoulder not the chest. So the feeling quite of not very feel protected. Oh man that really strikes me to thinking again. It like oh man must a guy be really tall then he can protect her gf ? So does that mean being short is alway at an advantage? So short people will not be able to protect her so efficiently right. So that why girls will perfer her bf would be taller. So the though of that makes me feel like ya I am going to be fated to be alone. Someone may say hey don give up hope there are shorter girls out there ya I know but would she also want taller guys ?

Yesterday after hanging up with her was feeling so sad that I tried calling a primary school friend.Actually wanted to ask her some questions but never manage to because she sort of find that I am unusual so trying to hide the fact I never tell her so I continue a another kind of convesation with her. In the end I tried calling my dead sect huiting she really feels I am not right but she is on phone so I tell her nvm after she use finish then sms me lor. In the end I sms and tell her about how I feel. Although she is really trying to console me I really appreicate it but does not seem to help at all. I never did tell her totally what happen she only knows part of it anyway I told her I will be fine so ended the message.

I really keep on thinking why am I still existing and living I even though of dying at one point of time. However dying does not solve my problems at all but I feel so miserable I wish someone could just come and help me. However the problem can only be solved by myself. Hai sometimes it really a pain living like that but I will carry on.

Jimmy stop typing at 5:16 PM

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