Well portugal didn't even manage to put a scrat on france, well let just say france are really lucky to have that penalty. Anyway the fact that it lost still means miracles don just happen. I believe it will happen for a cause surely but don think it will happen on me. Lately been down on my luck, mj losing streak. If this carry on I guess I have to think of some way to increase luck. Well it really been very long since we just chatted.
Virtually she disappeared, in real life the last sms was like on last saturday that that when she explained why she never come online. Well I do believe her however I really wish to have a chat with her maybe online or perhaps a small meeting. Sigh I guess I just have to let nature take it course.
Sigh I don know what to say already and why my bit torrent is like taking forever to download finish on the longest journey 2. It like taking forever one day I been out and it just move a few percent. Hai nothing is going smoothly for me, where has all my luck been to ? In the past I could have alot of strange things but good happenings to my way. Ever since out of army my luck is like been used up already no more. What the world coming to man is it the end already ?
Anyway I shall wait for the miracle to happen but hopefully not after I went to aust then she begin to feel regretful that she never make time for me. Anyway maybe I will sms her before I fly off to aust, hopefully she could fork up some time to meet up. You all may think why am I so concern over the meeting ? Well let just say it a long known but forgotten friend which just keep back in contact. I don wish to be lost again hai but I guess I am just so ordinary won't leave any impression in anybody's memory. Maybe when they flash back they will see a boy standing in the background so far away so vague they won't even make it out who is the boy. The boy no matter how he waves his hand still remain unseen. I guess that just the fate of the boy.
Jimmy stop typing at 2:28 AM
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