Well I guess I am being blocked by someone, some things are best left like that I guess. I don wish to ask or do anything any more. Everyone has their own choices, guess just have to recognise fate ba. Today guni msg me asking me how come gui and jeff got drawings on their blog and why I don have. It like I have no talent in drawing and maybe plus also abit of lazyness. Yesterday went to gui house play mj, finally ended my losing streaks however win not much. The whole week been going down sim lim. First on last sat I went to sim lim to buy a graphics card. Which after buying found out that the board don support so go down second time on wed again to change and my brother in law ask me to buy him a winning eleven 9 game plus ps 2 converter and controller while going down to sim lim and change.
The things I bought the game and controller works however the converter spoil one connect to computer but usb port don recognise. So in the end go down third time again on friday to change the thing uncle like know it long ago it spoil so willingly change for me.I am suspecting that he going to rewarp back the spoil one and sell. Before going meet fai and gui at lot one to eat, and we saw yuhua. So long already never see her feel like she has shrunk or something haha. After the change go gui house play mj. Reach home on sat morning 3 am and finally the converter works hurray. However brother in law's brother is also quite interested in the game and the converter. Well maybe there is a fourth trip down to sim lim ?
Lastly I think maybe I have been not my self lately and during all these years I like a changed person. Well I really hope to find back my old self and not be bothered by what happening in my life. I seriously say this and I shall abide by to it. I believe most probably I will go overseas to study yes the bank loan will kill me but without a push there is no motivation and when there is no motivation I can't excel. Guess I alway been so relying on others it time to stand up on my own. I believe I can do it but I shall wait for more confirmation before I offically say out what my decision.
Jimmy stop typing at 12:07 AM
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