Your Deadly Sins Greed: 40% Pride: 40% Wrath: 20% Envy: 0% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Sloth: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You'll die in a castle, surrounded by servants.
Well that shows I am not that sinful right ? haha 14% only. Well to make things short and simple cuz I don want to say more and make more mistakes. Maybe it the way I phase my words which end up make the matters even worse. I shall not say anymore on that matter and hope she would be happy as she is. Maybe I should not even appear at all, maybe it sad to lose a friend, but if losing it make her feel more comfortable so be it then. I guess this is the best way and yes I know and I will do it. So in the end I am the bad guy right, everybody just scolds me, for I am messing her life. Why her comments hurt me, sigh why explain when no understanding is there for me? I don want to say anymore on this matter and yes I don want to be bothered any more. The more I try to save a friendship in the end I cause a bigger hole to it. So just because I am a virtual friend I can't have my emotions right, ya grow up man I should have grown up. I don get it what has that got to do with growing up? Sigh I should have just leave her alone in the start. Maybe that would be best or maybe I should have contacted her back constantly instead of so long then contact. After it my fault. Nothing to say le don wish to say anymore wait I get the blame again. I understand everybody wants to protect her, so just let me be the bad guy then.
Jimmy stop typing at 7:27 AM
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