"Can I ask you a question? Why is that the feeling you give when you type the blog is sad but when I get to know you; you are not?" -Crystal
Oh well with regards to that question ask by crystal who is fai's friend, we happen to meet up with jeff fai and her for a simple meal last night. The answer to that I afraid I also don know maybe perhaps when I type is the time when I am full of emotions and maybe that time is I think too much. Alone tend to be like that I guess, and actually if I am around with my friends I won't show but does not mean don have just that it not there only.
Anyway nothing much to say , still working at the polyclinic can still have to wake up 5.45am from monday to sat. It quite a tiring job though but I don find it hard I think maybe perhaps I like such customer service job. Get to interact with people and talk to people and attend to their needs. Ya there are confirm people who are very bad tempered very bad attutide. However through them only then I know myself. It like they are a mirror reflecting different sides of people. Getting to know that will help seeing my true self I guess.
Too bad it only three weeks, and the next week would be the last week. I got a flu cough and sore throat at the second week and looks like I am spreading to the staffs around the counters haha. The staffs keep on urging me to see a doctor well I refuse so it dragged. Now I am feeling better already let hope it will be keep that way.
Lastly I must say last night dinner is really rewarding finally we get to know the true reason why fai is being poor. He claims to be poor because we play mj and win his money however there was a different story told by us through crystal. Muahahah finally the truth is out but then for his privacy I decided to keep that converstaion to myself and the three people around. Don say I not good ar fai I don go around spreading your "good" deeds. Please fai if you are reading this I need you to know. With regards to being special right, whatever actions you do is very important. It not like I say it you understand it and apply it straight away. It not maths or whatever so. It like how you deal with things I know you are like that can't possibly have you to change to suit everything. At lease the very lease you can do is perhaps show more attention to her and instead of all those non relevant people around you. Chasing a girl is not necessary to have good terms with her friens. Being friendly with her friends is alright you can get information easily but then don forget where is the line you must cut at. Well hopefully you get my point and hopefully you learn the correct way. If not you will need to take a very long detour to finally understand what I trying to say. Well then all the best hopefully when I come back I get to hear good news from you.
Jimmy stop typing at 10:17 AM
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