Well yesterday was our first month anniversary, and I made my dear waited for a long day and finally at night then got a chance to chat with her. In the end we got a tiff and it like I als don know how to face this problem I am having. It not that I don want to be bothered with her, it not that I don care about her, in fact I really do but all she sees now is my words only, actions wise by chatting online would be show how much affection I want to shower over her? I am not insensetive I know what is happening around me and I alway do but what could I really do to make her feel better? Now she is angry of me and not choosing to come online, so I think some might say ya he deserve it man, who ask him to ignore her in the first place. Well come on people at the side shouldn't butt in with your own views man, it alway easy to comment from the side, but when they are in the game, or whatever then they would know ya say is alway easier than done, it alway the actions are the hardest to prove what we said. Now perhaps I don think she will be reading my blog, she is infuriated now, I just want to tell you, I know how you feel how sad you are, how much you wish I could do the same for you I not trying to use the distance as an excuse , but I trying to tell you, now it really hard, there are insecurities around us, I trying very hard to make you feel comfortable but sometimes I just don find the time to do it doesn't mean I feel you are less important or anything, please don be angry anymore I really love you lot.
I found this video on youtube accidentally and my "brother" is inside so decided to upload it to my blog haha enjoy .
Jimmy stop typing at 7:50 PM
Well saw this mtv on my dear's site, seems like a very nice and touching mtv so I decided to post it here. Well school started for some time , initally was still alright until like now haha tons of homework coming my way, exams also coming my way presentation also come my way. What the world coming to ?
For people wondering who is this guy, I think he is cai ming you come from where basically I also don know perhaps he got famous through I guess a taiwan variety show. He seems like a school kid a high school kid.
Tag replies:
-dear well glad you enjoy eating the cake. Must take good care of yourself and don alway stay up late!
-nic thank you I know I will
-khas ya sort of if you consider studying with stress a fun thing to start with haha
-evilgui basically I tried asking you in a chat room, I don know why you never reply me in the end jeff is in the chat so he ask you after I ask so many times you never replied you replied him. Well what more can I say ?
Jimmy stop typing at 9:59 PM
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