Well it really been so long that I update this site, alot of people is asking why you not updating perhaps the question should be ask where to start? Well I guess shall start with the break up with my gf, as a matter of fact perhaps we really aren't meant for each other, even though how much I would yearn this to work out but still if you force to hatch an egg without a hen still it won't hatch into a chick. I guess it best we stay this way may she found her happiness one day. As for me perhaps it best I am left like this, I wonder is it because of me or is it she that make me realise that being a bf you must really give in alot of things. I use to think that relationship, isn't it alway so simple ? Why must people complicate things now then I finally understand the logic behind. Perhaps I am not a good bf, perhaps I really don know how to love or perhaps I only know how to advise people when it comes to own problems I am at a loss. Seriously I been thinking is it really I never been doing my job as a bf ? Anyway it over let just leave it as it is, perhaps some things are just meant to be.
Tomorrow is christmas eve, counting the days I been here I must say time really passes very fast here in sydney. I don undertand why also haha perhaps it a good thing faster come faster go then I can faster go back reunite with my friends in singapore. The though of staying here perhaps is not so strong anymore basically it is good here no distraction but I can't bear my friends my family in singapore I think most importantly the food in singapore is so much nicer than here. If hungry int he middle of the night can go out buy food but if you are hungry in the middle of the night here in australia I can tell you go to sleep or drink more water perhaps it can ease your hunger.
Oh ya recently bought two new games in australia, an original game of battlefield 2142 cost me $68 aussie dollars conver to singapore will be roughly $83 quite expensive though but then can play with them online ya it worth it somemore I believe the game can be traded back to the store so if the fever dies down I will go trade it back see how the system work ba. Another game is CSI dark motives this game cost me roughly $19.85 aussie dollars roughly will be about $24 singapore dollars so still quite worth it haha. Not bad the game quite interesting maybe can lend to friends when I go back to singapore.
Fai birthday happens to be yesterday 22th of december well what he hopes for is a PSP for his birthday I must say it quite expensive yet to buy perhaps if he don mind can consider buying him a DS console instead wahahah perhaps to welcome him into the nitendo family. What I mostly interested in would be the wii pronounce as we however according to jeff the system is still unstable wait till the second batch then buy if not I should have own one now in sydney haha. Lastly happy belated birthday to fai and may his dreams come true.
Tag replies:
To nic : Thank you so much for alway encourging me really appreciate it though it still never work out. Well you take care of yourself too and have a nice day always.
To khas: Well I must say sydney is not bad, if we can minus away the littering part it would be beautiful. Even though it quite boring here as there is not much entertainment and also they closes early as early as 6pm or 7pm. I must say there is no night activity. Drinking perhaps got but I don drink so I really don know haha anyway how about you ? Must be also enjoying your school life right?
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