Well I am not pointing at anyone's finger here, but then if you want to think that way I have nothing much to say. I never distort anything, I merely just point out some facts I observe that is all. I didn't imply or say thing to the others suggesting jeff is gulity or something. However when first saw him,which is yesterday a simple hi and where have you been up to. He give me this reply I don know how to explain to you? This sentence means what ? I never even ask him for an explaination then he come up with that. Did I demand an explanation jeff you ask yourself clearly. I from the start never ask you for anything to explain yourself then yesterday you finally appeared. I just merely say hi to you and you first thing come to mind want to explain this and that why ? Only then I find it strange so finally give you a call wanting to clear this up once and for all. But What do I get? I don think I need to explain here right, you say you will sort out everything then get back to us. I never point my finger at you saying hey you are the one who did this and that that result in my rls to break up. Linda you want to say I didn't do this and that I never treasure you fine but then why a simple explanation from him must take so long to explain? Why must he tell me there are other implications? Get the point ? I not blaming anyone for my spoiled rls, I never was. I know what I am into so if you really feel that I am distorting anything, then you better ask jeff what I asked him about. I must stress this point, since new year he give me a message after that I no longer see him until yesterday. So tell me what makes you think I am saying he is the third party in the rls ? I never never say anything like he is the third party, don believe you can go ask the rest of the guys. This issue is really bothering me. Why do I even bother to post this is not to let you think I am blaming anyone for the spoiled rls. I don think I need to explain further, if you still can't get what I am thinking then I really have to say nothing much I can say on this. If jeff is really stress over this, tell him don be I never intended to isolate him or anything. The rest think what; I never at any of my part influence them to think, ask jeff why he don't even come to msn. He been missing for so long and yet when you come back he just tell you whatever he think is correct. But did he bother to come online and chat with the rest? No he didn't why ? I don know why. So just don because you don know anything don't assume I am spreading causing and making you all feel miserable. The rest never had a chance to speak to him ever since this incident happened. He never come at all, I don know is he avoiding me or not, so I just ask him are you avoiding me ? That is all, I find it strange, very long never see him and the rest too. Yet he think that way nothing much I want to say already if you still don believe me fine think what you like. I also have enough of this, I never intend to lose this friend, however he on his part never even bothered to come back contact with us. Yet when you come back first thing he say to you we suspect him as being the third party. Why can't he come online and chat with the rest and clear himself up if he really feels that way. Why don he come and ask what is happening first before he jump to conclusions ? Really sad linda even though we never was meant to be together but you should know at lease am I the sort going around spreading nonsense or rumors ? I am not suggesting he is but I think he think too much get himself so stress up for what ? No one is blaming him or anything, yet he think I am blaming him and telling the rest. I have already explained believe it or not up to you two. The problem should't be so complicated why it become complicated I also would want to know. Trust me I never never point my finger on him saying he is the third party, that all I have to got to say. After this post whatever you posted, I would not responded I find it meaningless to carry on this matter. I don wish to let you all think I am so sad of the rls that ended and hence if you with who I will blame whoever is with you. I am not that insensible, I understand the feelings one has. If we are not meant to be together then if you have found him I would be more than galdly happy for you. Do you get my point? So I presume after this post you would have a clearer view of my thinking and hope it solve your problems too.
Jimmy stop typing at 8:09 AM
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