Well today did my management test, although god luck was smiling at me but still I never did grab the chance to perform as what I expected I would do of. Today test got 7.3 out of 10 quite badly done I must say because the essay question I got 2.5 out of 5 only. According to him I miss the point so perhaps I did talk about the point but I elborate it in a wrong way. Hai I was hoping question 2 come out and it did but then hai I just hai never manage to score. One person manage to score 10 out of 10 and arhhhh really really don feel good anyway it over I am done with management I think should be able to get a decent credit or luck is with me I might get a distinction.
Gui told me to read his post, as I did read it and I must say the story he wrote is somehow similiar however it quite different to what I have encountered. There are alot of things you don understand, it is not so easy as you though. It is really complicated even up to now I am still quite confused just that I don wish to think anymore. I also wish these issues are over and done with no point still holding onto it. Your friend he might be died or might not be we all don know, perhaps he has recovered and walk on his life. In life there are so many things so many decisions to make. Who can actually come up and say hey your decision is not right, hey you should follow the social norms and you shouldn't do this and that. Even a robber wants to rob a bank we know that is bad conduct but we can't possibly run towards him and say hey stop that you will get caught and sent to jail. Do you think he will care and stop and listen to you and actually turn from a robbter become a good guy? No one is perfect, when one makes a decision I believe one would understand what is the consequences of the decision. Your friend did what he believe in, he despite of his health go aganist all odds just to see her. This shows how much he just cares for her but at the same time we know it is at the expense of his health. After when totally he has given up on his life he no longer cares about anything more. Frankly speaking there was a time I though of that, but still I manage to survive through. I been through worst of times and I think this is not in any way worst than what I have encountered before. If I want to use a word to decrible how I feel it would only be disappointing. After this incident it really widen my sight and thoughs also made me realise some points in life. Perhaps this is an experience for me to go through after this gain I think I have leveled up and hence I will be stronger. Anyway thanks for writting your story and frankly speaking I don have the excited mood to go back anymore. After I have confirm somethings then I will decide whether to cancel off my flight back to singapore. I will surely keep you all informed don worry some things refers to some school stuffs. If it can be settled most probably I won't be canceling the flight. Let see how fate has for me, if I am not meant to be back then I am not. Destiny is in control of your own hands according to gunizui ya I agreed but then you can fight as hard as you want, maybe it can really work but then if everything is already written and place infront of you, no matter what route you take eventually you will still be lead back to that route.
Lastly tomorrow got accounting presentation I though it was going to be tough but lucky it is not. Last year 24th of december was one of my uni friend's birthday well didn't actually buy anything for her. Perhaps tomorrow my presentation I would get something for her. Since I would also be buying some chocolates for people who answered my questions. Wish me all the best .............
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