There once lived a guy call Z. Z life isn't very bad or good either, his life perhaps isn't really much of a problem to him. He can say come from a well known family so basically he don lack anything but he lack one thing. That one thing he has been looking for but can't find it. He don want to use money to buy love because he believe in true love and so he will find a gal who will truely love him. One day he met this beautiful gal on the street call C. C is a poor fated girl, she wants something which all gal been wanting to have, a loving bf to love her , take care of her. However the rls she been to are all full of spikes which hurt her alot. L also after so many numerous failure think to himself I want to be the one who can take care of her I believe I am the one. However when he wants to approach her, another guy name D come into the picture. He also notice her and decide to go after her, Z tried to approach her , D knowing this that this Z is a rival come up with alot of cruel remarks. Things like height, things like what he stands more advantage you he will make sure of it to make Z look so much smaller and inferior.
Z of course was sad but then he never give up because he knows that if he peserve he surely can make it. Still doesn't look like he is stand much chance, perhaps of all the past failures he has gone through plus all those remarks made by D make him feel so insignificant.
Oh well a story I sort of hear from somewhere, perhaps I must say Z shouldn't give up because if he do give up then everything he has believed in will be gone. A strong rival appears doesn't mean we should just let the strong rival win without even putting up a fight. He can be all bigger in size, he can be all stronger we know, he can have alot of good points he can be the most desirable guy on earth, still doesn't mean a gal will just like him. Qualities he has you don have it doesn't mean you will be on a losing end, everyone is unique and special in their own way. What you lack in something , I believe you will be make up for it. I believe Z surely possess something which D don't even have.
I am thinking back on my past rls, a long distance rls I have before. I can't help but think that long distance relationship is really really hard to maintain when it is not even stable. Perhaps I build a rls on a sand castle that why when people try to flood it , it crumble. I don wish to make the same mistake again, went through the hurt again, went through the pain again. Sigh if only I am in singapore now, how I really wish I am studying in singapore now. Perhaps there is really a thing call fate , retribution. Am I reaping a bad seed I have planted that why I have to go through all these nonsense again and again ?
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To crystal: Yeah nice to see you in here and thanks for visiting. Take care and stay happy always.
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