Hi people I touch down at sydney yesterday night at 7.45pm after going through all the customs and finally came out, I saw my uncle and cousin at the airport waiting to pick me up. My cousin is quite young and got his license when he is like 17, well I was sort of worrying when he is driving me back to his home. His dad my uncle is beside him supervising and I believe after months of practising I think he should be quite stable now. Anyay last night when I reach home around 9 don know why I am so damn tired, afeter bath and watch Korean version of metoer garden I went to bed at 11pm I think singapore time is like 8.00 pm. Must be time difference I wake up in the middle of the night arhh need some time adjust I guess.
Anyway today I went to westfield shopping center did some shopping and buying my wow game card. After I reach home I got this very tired feeling and needed some sleep. Hence I took a nap and I guess I must be really missing her so much so that she even appeared in my dreams. Well I can remember cleary that she was talking to me something about her work, and she was like saying she is very busy with her work and needed some chicken essence as she is alway staying up late in the night. I being in the dream quickly offered that I can send it over if you want. I got her smile that all seriously speaking that is enough lor I am quite happy already too bad it just a dream. I wanted to talk more suddenly I heard my cousin calling me zhihong hey zhihong in my dream how come got my cousin appearing out of nowhere I was quite puzzled then I wake up to find that it my real cousin calling me to go downstairs to eat ice-cream. Arhh destroy my dream with her I wanted to go back sleep and hopefully can dream of her again but this time it never came. Sigh next time I should tell my cousin I am sleeping please don anyhow call me unless it emergency.
Actually through this dream I can say I really can't just get over her, and I believe would even take a very long time. I also don know why I have such strong feelings towards her, in the past the gals who rejected me all along I could just walk away but this time I don think I can do it that easily. Sigh shall concentrate everything on my studies first hopefully all my attention can be diverted away.
Jimmy stop typing at 8:11 PM
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