I hope it really is going to be one should I carry on and hitting the wall ? I have a belief that if I try hard enough I could fly or maybe in this case succeed. However time is running out for me, I really wish I could have more time here , all I ask is one day , one chance and one opportunity. Is it too much to ask ?
Anyway I leaving next week wednesday 18th of feb 9.30 am, I wish to stay longer but cannot have to go off earlier because no one is around to send me to airport. That why time is not really on my side. I wish before I go I could do something here but would I end up like before ? or would I succeed ? I want to say alot of things but all in all I have to keep it inside me. Sigh 9 months is a really long time, anything can happen let hope my miracle would happen when I come back.
Thank you so much friends for read my blog and supporting me, I understand all your sayings and well thoughs. All in all I guess if my life is fated to be like this I can only say I resign to fate. Sweetamy you mention that you are also single, but you forgot one thing, you are a gal and hence you are the one choosing who to be your boyfriend. You can reject or accept so eventually right you will find your ideal guy one day. Therefore for you is a matter of time, maybe by the time I come back in nov you would be happily attached. Wish you all the best hope you would find the right guy soon. You know even though you been reading my blog I still don know who are you haha, but with your support that is more than enough. Thanks for reading, take care and all the best in everything you do.
Zegui you are so happily attached now, all I can say is wish you and her happiness and eventually hope to receive the red bomb soon from you.
April you are happily married, too bad I can't attend your wedding dinner but don worry my blessing will still come all the way from Australia.
Lianseng even though I don know what is happening in your life , but I roughly guess what has happened. Glad you could move forward in your life. Advise for you don just charge into any wall you see, look first before you charge. You could leap over if it is too hard meaning give it a pass. If not you would be end up hurting yourself and finding yourself alway recovering from injuries.
Choonfai I think no one knows your matter better than me all in all if it a closure already then just let it go. In life there is no such thing as there won't be a better person coming. You have to believe that it would happen in the first place. Someone who keep on thinking I am going to fail and don't try anything eventually he will fail. First attitude isn't correct second his mentality also not correct. And that carries on will lead to lack of self confident and whatever things he do will not be a good outcome. When a person keep on failing what would he do or think ? He would blame himself for being so useless and also imcompetent and when he lack the will to live he would end his life. Saying all this I don know how much can you get in but I hope you would understand that the next person who come might not be the better person you hope to be but to judge that you would have to find out yourself first. All the best and hopefully this 9 months would be a good recovery period for you.
With that I shall end my blog here, with regards to the story I want to say I decided to postphone until I got a proper script and motivation to write it out. I will try keep this updated.
Jimmy stop typing at 10:05 PM
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